It has been quite sometime since I have written or even thought about writing. Then today, while I was looking over my homework, this topic came to me. It struck me that I HAD to write it down and share, so forgive my sub-par writing today, but the message is important.
Often we hear the phrase what you don’t know can’t hurt you. I’m here to tell you that in at least one instance, that’s a bloody lie. There is something you desperately need to know or it will do more than hurt you. It will forever determine your eternity, and that’s pretty immense. If you don’t know that there is someone out there that loves YOU, that cares about what happens to YOU, that forgives YOU, and wants to have the best BFF relationship with YOU; you’re missing out on the greatest thing ever. For many, many years I thought I had my bases covered; me and the BIG GUY were good. I knew a few verses, sang Jesus songs at Christmas, called on him in times of trouble, and knew the Jesus Loves Me song by heart and even sang it to my kids! I was good. Unfortunately, I thought wrong, way wrong, like really, really way wrong. I’m sure you all know the definition of insanity by Einstein; doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result. Well, here’s a different take on that. Doing the same sin over and over again means you should question your own standing with God (if you think you have one). Do we all make mistakes/commit sin? Absolutely, and we always will until we are called home. However, habitually repeating the same sin (mistake) without any repentance is muy mal, that means very bad (I think, my Spanish is rusty). The reason behind that is this, if you have truly been redeemed and His love is inside of you, changing you into the kind of person he wants you to be (which by the way is fantastic, cause we as humans just suck) then you wouldn’t be repeating the same sin and NOT feeling remorse over it. You wouldn’t continually do the same thing and blow it off. It took me a long time to understand this and some reading and listening to MacArthur quite a bit. Because, we’ve all heard it, Jesus loves us, He forgives us, pfft what’s the big deal?! We can live the way we want and He will still take us!
Here’s an excerpt from MacArthur’s sermon on habitual sin, “don’t underestimate the seriousness of your sin. I think the major reason we don’t deal with sin strongly and firmly is because we underestimate its seriousness to God…to God, to us, to those with whom we fellowship, to the church, to the unbelievers. Our sin steals joy. Our sin ruins fellowship with God. Our sin diminishes fruitfulness. Our sin robs us of peace. Our sin renders our service useless. Our sin mitigates against our effectiveness in evangelism. Our sin hinders our prayers. Our sin brings the discipline of God. We need to understand the seriousness of our sin. It violates first and foremost our relationship with the Lord.”
That’s eye-opening, isn’t it? I read that and thought to myself, CRAP, no wonder my life is in the sewer! No wonder I am depressed, that I have subzero self-esteem, that I don’t want to be around my kids, that I don’t like my husband, that I do things intentionally to sabotage my relationships. What is wrong with me?! I’ll tell you, I thought I could just carry on driving my own bus, doing things my way, cause we all KNOW it’s the best way. (Insert the wrong answer noise from you favorite game show) Asking Christ to be your Savior changes you, it can’t not change you. His spirit has rented space inside you for the duration, and something so wonderfully holy being inside you cannot live alongside our corruptness, it will overtime and trials change us, making us holy and lovely and without blemish. Once I really got this, things started happening, then even more started happening when I handed Him the steering wheel (wow, that’s seriously hard by the way). Have I reached perfection, lol not a chance, but I am better than I was, a lot better than I was. Don’t ask me, ask my family, ask Jack, ask my girls. They like me again, which is really cool, heck I like me!
So, I suppose that was really 2 instances. 1 is not knowing Christ at all and 2 is thinking you’re good all the while you’re steeped in habitual sin. I needed to share this, and I appreciate your patience and reading my words. If you find yourself in either position, don’t feel bad, somebody else has been there before you, and someone will be there behind you. But take the opportunity to DO something, don’t just slough it off. If you would like prayer, shoot me a message, I’ll pray for you, if you want to pray for me, yay! Please do. My road is far from ended, but it’s smoother now and I hope that yours will be too.
~Viv
Here’s is the link to John MacArthur’s sermon Dealing with Habitual Sins http://www.gty.org/resources/sermons/80-106